job..haih..

just want to find a job that i really interested,
but the bad news is some staff of the japanese restaurant tell me that they will not hiring ppl who graduate in hotel n travel management..
our course didnt learn how to cook leh..
not professional..
i am very like to cook,just want to find a japanese restaurant for myself learning how to cook japanese dishes and making sushi..
izzit not possible???
feel down..no mood..pressure..lost target..
should i just work as service crew 1st???
then just find another kitchen vacancy??
really dont know...haih..haih...

-Am@nd@-